just a query...!

Is it just with me or is it with everyone that feels good on hearing reviews about their nature from others, be they be good or bad...??

confused....blank....

I want to write something, share something but can’t make out what to write....m confused today....

It is always THE UNEXPECTED that happens......

Yeah I know that life is another name of facing unexpected things...But WHY is it always that we expect...?? I think I would rather learn with time not to expect because I guess this is what life teaches us...

Life seemed to be so BEAUTIFUL 3 years back from now...Everything was settled, I was happy and considered myself the LUCKIEST GIRL on the earth. LOVE is such a beautiful feeling. Every day, every moment is so SPECIAL in it. You feel like you are complete and you can live your entire life with your love alone.

It feels so special to be loved by someone. Reading a message in the morning saying “good morning love” gives you a smile. The whole day there are several moments that give you a reason to be happy. You share your happiness, your sadness....every single thing ... I never understood that why people said that love hurts because I was so happy being in love.

It teaches you trust, patience and faith. Trust in your love, patience to understand each other well and faith in God who made you fall in love.

Alongwith the love don’t forget folks there are crashes too! But no matter how many times you break up or how many times your love has made you hate them, you still always manage to be in each other’s arms time and time again. J

As time passes and you get more involved, love makes you feel that YOUR SOUL IS INHABITATING IN TWO BODIES.

This is why I felt so happy and I didn’t want anything else.

But it is hard to believe that DESTINY has something else in store for you. Why is it that the thing that is the most special thing you have is snatched away and we are left handicapped?

Being a single after a relationship is difficult. It feels like HELL. You can’t be yourself in front of the other person. You can’t talk in the same way as you used to. It feels like you are left all alone with no one to listen to your cries.

I never thought that this would happen to me. Everything seemed to be so perfect. There was no chance of any problem that could occur between us but then as I said, the expected happened. We broke up. He left me there, alone, as he said that his family won’t take us up together.  I was shattered. Felt betrayed after all those 2 years that we spent together. There was nothing I could do. I loved him too much to quarrel with him. I couldn’t bear to lose him even as a friend. I guess I was too much dependant on him. He was the one with whom I had imagined all my life but then whole of the picture turned upside down. I tried to calm down but you know it is too hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember and when someone you love becomes a memory, their memory becomes a treasure.

Now I also understood that why people said that love hurts. But it is actually not the love that hurts. It is the person whom you gave that importance hurts. Love is just an emotion, when with you gives immense happiness and when not takes away the joy. I would advise, never love from the heart because when it is gone, you’ll feel like you have nothing left. Always have your brain by your side because if a practical person like me can be swayed away then anybody can!!

I have learned to live this way. I don’t regret what ever happened because I think that whatever happens, happens for good.  Remember life goes on and so should you also.  

My Love With Music

Music is an important part of my life. It is the friend of everyone. Being my best way to pass time it is my companion too.  Songs are an outlet in one’s best as well as the worst time.

What makes me write this post is a special song that I heard today when I was on a drive. So thought of jotting it down.

When I was too young I didn’t understand the importance of music. But now it matters because I can listen to it when I am too happy or even when I am sad. With some particular songs I have such beautiful memories attached that each time I listen to them those pages of past just roll back through my eyes and I relive the old days.  Some songs really have special importance in your life. The song heard on your 1^st date played on the radio if comes out to be a romantic one gives such a nice feeling then reliving that song again and again gives you so much of happiness. But if things don’t turn up right then the same song can give you so much pain in the heart. Songs with nice music and lyrics fascinate me more.  

Music, fast or slow, can double your fun in celebration of any kind. I love to dance; being to a disco with friends is so much of fun. There we can chill out ourselves, do whatever moves we like because there is no one to bother.  Playing the favourite song of a friend when he or she is sad in the stupidest of voice can fill the atmosphere with laughter with the combination of tears that in my point of view is the 2^nd best combination of the world first being something else that I’ll share laterJ.  

I would say that music washes from the soul the dust of everyday life.  It is my refuge and I would thank all the musicians all around the world who paint their pictures on silence...!

My First Post

Today I feel inspired. Inspired by a friend who I didn't know had that side of her personality. I always found her sweet, happy go lucky and not the one who thinks much types. But then I understood that everybody has a secret side or infact the original side that is not shown in public. The side that thinks deep, questions alot, wants to know each damn thing thats happening around, needs a logical reason of everything.  Everyone has some traits that are not known by everyone. By far, how much i have gathered in life, i think each one of us has that special spark that comes out when you need it, it blooms with time, it makes your personality and bring out the real you. So here I am today, to know about myself more through my ownself and learn from you because everyone has something to teach. I hope the journey today started is never ending...!