Yeah I know that life is another name of facing unexpected things...But WHY is it always that we expect...?? I think I would rather learn with time not to expect because I guess this is what life teaches us...
Life seemed to be so BEAUTIFUL 3 years back from now...Everything was settled, I was happy and considered myself the LUCKIEST GIRL on the earth. LOVE is such a beautiful feeling. Every day, every moment is so SPECIAL in it. You feel like you are complete and you can live your entire life with your love alone.
It feels so special to be loved by someone. Reading a message in the morning saying “good morning love” gives you a smile. The whole day there are several moments that give you a reason to be happy. You share your happiness, your sadness....every single thing ... I never understood that why people said that love hurts because I was so happy being in love.
It teaches you trust, patience and faith. Trust in your love, patience to understand each other well and faith in God who made you fall in love.
Alongwith the love don’t forget folks there are crashes too! But no matter how many times you break up or how many times your love has made you hate them, you still always manage to be in each other’s arms time and time again. J
As time passes and you get more involved, love makes you feel that YOUR SOUL IS INHABITATING IN TWO BODIES.
This is why I felt so happy and I didn’t want anything else.
But it is hard to believe that DESTINY has something else in store for you. Why is it that the thing that is the most special thing you have is snatched away and we are left handicapped?
Being a single after a relationship is difficult. It feels like HELL. You can’t be yourself in front of the other person. You can’t talk in the same way as you used to. It feels like you are left all alone with no one to listen to your cries.
I never thought that this would happen to me. Everything seemed to be so perfect. There was no chance of any problem that could occur between us but then as I said, the expected happened. We broke up. He left me there, alone, as he said that his family won’t take us up together. I was shattered. Felt betrayed after all those 2 years that we spent together. There was nothing I could do. I loved him too much to quarrel with him. I couldn’t bear to lose him even as a friend. I guess I was too much dependant on him. He was the one with whom I had imagined all my life but then whole of the picture turned upside down. I tried to calm down but you know it is too hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember and when someone you love becomes a memory, their memory becomes a treasure.
Now I also understood that why people said that love hurts. But it is actually not the love that hurts. It is the person whom you gave that importance hurts. Love is just an emotion, when with you gives immense happiness and when not takes away the joy. I would advise, never love from the heart because when it is gone, you’ll feel like you have nothing left. Always have your brain by your side because if a practical person like me can be swayed away then anybody can!!
I have learned to live this way. I don’t regret what ever happened because I think that whatever happens, happens for good. Remember life goes on and so should you also.
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